This account details my firsthand experience of my initial out-of-body encounter, marked by a profound activation at the Philae Temple in Kemet. In October 2023, I embarked on a spiritual retreat to Egypt, a transformative journey where we delved into the heart of Kemet, spending several days aboard a Dahabiya boat on the Nile River. Our exploration included visits to numerous temples, emphasizing the timeless connection between the ancient term “Kemet,” signifying the fertile Black Land of the Nile, and the modern designation “Egypt,” representing the enduring historical legacy of the land.
I had what I can only call an Activation at the Philae Temple. The Philae Temple Complex, is located on an island in the Nile River in Aswan, Egypt. It is a stunning example of ancient Egyptian architecture and culture. The temple was dedicated to the Goddess Isis, one of the most important deities in the Egyptian pantheon.
We arrived at the temple early dusk around 5:00 a.m. We had private access. Before we entered we were taken by the foot of stone steps partially submerged in the Nile River water. We each took turns beginning the ritual by taking our shoes off and entering the Nile River water at the footsteps. We cleaned our head face and hands a nine times intentionally. It was pitch dark out, we were led to a specific chamber inside the temple. I remember some of us women held hands to avoid falling or getting lost. There were beautiful feline cats everywhere, I guess they guard the space.
We arrived at the chamber of the temple. There was a altar made out of stone in the center and we were asked to place any objects of signification on the stone. Most of us placed our jewelry and stones. I place my stone jewelry on it.
We all sat down around the perimeter of the chamber walls comfortably. We were told to close our eyes and meditate. It was not a guided meditation. We could meditate, pray, or do what resonated within ourselves. I recall the wisdom keeper who helped facilitate the retreat made mention of what the Goddess Isis represented. Isis is often depicted as a powerful and maternal deity, symbolizing motherhood, magic, fertility, and protection. The primary reason for the construction of the Philae Temple was its religious significance. The island of Philae was considered sacred to the Goddess Isis, and the temple served as a major religious center for the worship of Isis and other deities associated with her, including Osiris and Horus.
After I closed my eyes I began to meditate. Allowing the flow of my body. I noticed I began to hum a low hum and began engaging in heavy breaths in and out. As this was happening the next shift happened. Next, after meditating for awhile in silence, I unexpectedly let out a loud, long belt of a scream in agony until my very last breath. It felt like all the trauma, hurt, and pain that I had ever been exposed to throughout my life since birth had been enrolled in this terrorizing scream. I know it was some sort of release. I didn’t know I was going to scream, it felt like a purge. After taking my last breath, I took a deep breath thinking in my mind that I was going to let out another scream. But that’s not what happened.
As I breathed in my second breath and was about to scream, what came out was unexpected. It was a feminine opera voice that had taken over my vocal cords. I was activated by a feminine energy presence that took over my body. It was a powerful feminine entity. I call her “Feminine Divine Cosmic Energy”. She began using my vocal cords and began singing opera using high notes and variations of octaves. My voice was doing things it had no capability of, before. I was allowing my body to be used as a vessel, some how I felt tethered to this entity. As I belted out notes and high pitches my hands naturally began orchestrating on their own with the sound coming out of my body.
I was on the precipice of something cosmic I felt everything in my beingness elevating, I was about to hit higher pitches I could feel it. I felt the energy within me and the sounds peaking to more unimaginable heights when something made me halt this magical experience. Hakeem, one of the retreat guides rushed in the chamber. I felt his touch on my arm. He let go and began walking around the chamber speaking in his native tongue and making whooshing sounds as if to calm down the intensity of the energy. I had no concept of time as this was happening, It felt like something took over my body. My eyes were closed the entire time.
When he tamed her I felt her slowly leave my presence within me. She toned down her singing until she left gently, it was a gentle exit with low melodies. She did not stop abruptly. After she left I opened my eyes, and I was embraced by my friend who came to check on me along with Hakeem. I was crying at first uncontrollably.
After what felt like a trance state, I came down to earth I thought perhaps I did something wrong since I was abruptly stopped. I was asked to get my jewelry from the altar, I grabbed them. My friend assisted me up and she said go outside and ground yourself. They guided me out gently, I felt disoriented mentally and physically. I thought I did something bad or that I was channeling something I shouldn’t have, Hakeem said “no, I stopped you because I felt like you were going to hurt your throat, it was powerful and you could get hurt”. He said again “No I stopped, to protect you. You did nothing wrong he said what I witnessed was beautiful. You are a powerful woman.”
As we exited the chamber I saw the women from the retreat outside with looks that I couldn’t interpret at first. I made eye contact with the wisdom keeper and she said to ground myself. I received hugs, I was told I was amazing I was told that what they witnessed was amazing. They said I was so loud that you could probably hear it on the other side of the Nile River. I laid my body across a large granite rock and I settled myself there for a while until I got up. As I was laying on the rock, my body was shaking, and vibrating and I felt intense frequency and energy.
After things settled. I got up and began exploring the Temple grounds with the other ladies. Inside me, I felt child-like energy with the group. The energy of the temple was magical. I could feel the lightness, you could see it in everyone’s faces and we were taking pictures and congregating together. We all watched the sunrise come out on the Nile River landscape. And many of us meditated and focused on the sun with our eyes open. We took beautiful pictures of the sunrise and group photos.
That night when we retuned back to the boat, I remember having many downloads in my dreams about The Goddess Isis. She became prevalent to me from that point on for the entire trip. I was flooded with downloads and dreams that were coming from her I was feeling frequency and vibrations as I slept I felt a peaceful well being overcome me.
In reflection, I felt a sense of rebirth and empowerment. The activation at the Philae Temple was a manifestation of something beyond my conscious understanding—a harmonious blend of sound healing, energy, and ancient spirituality. As I sip my hibiscus tea, surrounded by the serenity of the Temple of Isis, I felt grateful for this profound and transformative experience. It has awakened a renewed sense of purpose and connection, and I look forward to sharing this empowerment with humanity and returning to Egypt, a sacred land that holds the keys to self-discovery and empowerment.
